i've tried to be happy

i've tried to be happy

chiria clarabella  //  chiria is finding the meaning of happiness. lives somewhere in Asia.

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Feb 23 / 9:31am

Tired!

I have a pre-trial tomorrow for Biology and haven't studied the materials completely. I really want to get good marks but my effort is still not.. sufficient enough to get them. I'm so weak these days because of late sleeping, and it often causes overslept in the morning. I'm tired!
 
Nov 20 / 11:01am

sad :(

i just had an argument with my boyfriend and as usual, he really did not like his argument being beaten. and we just paused, in a such very long time...
he now even is overprotective of me. i know it's usual for 'partners' but it's just too possessive and i'm not really comfortable with it :(

this feeling really sucks. i do love him, but sometimes from the deepest part of my heart... i want to change some aspects of him, which is .. i know it's strictly prohibited! help! x_x

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Aug 17 / 5:07am

i not stupid too

watched I not stupid too the touching part on youtube. I weeped. when will my father come home? He’s not there right now, in my home, becoming a whole family. both of them don’t want to go back. even meet each other, they don’t want!! I feel like my mum is a single parent. I seldom meet my dad, the last time was today. Last weekends we didn’t meet. and if we meet, it only lasts for a few of hours. I feel so lonely. Imagining I have lots of money, I’ll buy happiness and re-bound my family. That’s the term of happiness, at least for me. 
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